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Hi, I'm Nicole. I'm glad you stopped by.

Quick run down about who I am...

I am a Mom. Step-Mom. Wife to my best friend. Christian. Blended Family. 36. SAHM. WAHM. Writer. Scrapbooker. Close to My Heart Consultant. Creative. Bookworm. Playful at heart. Midwest girl.

Loves scrapbooking, cooking & baking, photography, horseback riding, words, living frugal, animals, sushi, chocolate, coffee and walks in nature.

Strongly dislikes spiders, Brussels sprouts, cleaning and messes. Ironic eh?

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Flowers

After attending the funeral of my friends father, I started to get all sentimental about all the people I have lost. My great grandmother, who’s memory mostly unfortunately comes solely from other people talking about her and lots of pictures is one of those people.

Ever since I can remember, I’ve known that I was obviously quite close to her. I do remember seeing her in the hospital once or twice, and I remember knowing she was gone. When my daughter was born, I wanted to incorporate my great grandmothers name in there somewhere, and so one of my daughter’s middle names is from her.

I wanted to detail this memory for my daughter on a sb page and so I was playing around and decided to make some paper flowers. For some reason I think of flowers when I think of her. She wore them a alot. Lots of pictures I have of her she has a corsage on her.

These are the paper flowers:

This is what they looked like on the mat:

Cup of Sorrow…

Today is going to be a hard day. My bff (since high school) called me the other day and told me that her father passed away the night before. While it was pretty much expected, for whatever reason it rendered me speechless. I can actually remember making the same call to her our senior year of high school – again expected. And she was there for me.

Dialysis quit working for him about two weeks ago, and it was a matter of time. We’ve known how sick he was for awhile, but I guess I expected her to have more time with him.

So today is the memorial and funeral, and I am looking forward to being her rock today. However, I am full of fear and worrying about how I will do. I have avoided as many funerals as I could since my father died. Of course there were the ones I was expected to attend, and I did – though I tried to detach myself for the day. It never actually worked. I know today will be no different.

She feels at peace with her father’s death, knowing he is without pain and suffering and once again reunited and safe in the arms of our Lord. That gives me comfort for her.

I made her a card, but tried desperately to avoid making it a sympathy type card. She did the same for me during that hard time over a decade and a half ago, and I wanted to do the same for her.

Here it is in all it’s glory. Sorry it isn’t done in my “normal” pretty style of photography – but I wanted to snap a photo before we left. Now, for the hour drive to his hometown. See y’all later.

Oh, and I came to a realization while making this. I need more “word” and “phrase” stamps.
 

Missing in Action

Life happened. As it usually seems to. I am so sorry I disappeared. I started a new writing project, with a new company and kind of just devoted all my time to it (thinking there was a place for advancement, and there simply isn’t yet). I need to figure out time management – ya know?

Here are a few updates since I last posted:

Trainer
It seems like so long ago, but I posted about the sad state we were all in about my daughter’s trainer leaving. You would think she was family with the way we’ve been carrying on and mourning the loss of her. We have had exactly two lessons with the new trainer. The first ten minutes of the first lesson, I absolutely hated her. I was having trouble finding even one thing to like about her. Except then I had to tell myself, she isn’t Jacque. She never will be. And then I began to see things I truly like about her. So we are progressing at a very rapid rate. My daughter is experiencing the “no pain no gain” deal as she resumes hard excercise and different riding techniques than she was originally acustomed to. At the rate we are going (two lessons under our belt) we will be competing by Winter in the show ring. Hurrah for her! (my daughter still isn’t thrilled with said trainer, but I asked if she would hold out for an 8 lesson package and see at the end – I have high hopes)

Scrapbooking
Well, my last post was about learning to use the sewing machine for my layouts. Uhm. Well. I tried on a card. Does that count? It didn’t turn out terrible, but I still don’t get how to set the whole machine up. (Mike set it up, I simply played). I think I need to know the whole kit ‘n kaboodle so I can enjoy using it. Actually, I have been working on several projects, mostly pages – and have not been compelled to pick it back up. C’est la vie.

Blogging
I came to a realization the other day. I have too many blogs. A few are actually article sites I write for, and those are part of my paycheck. But, the ones that don’t matter – are probably going to the wayside. This is NOT one of them. I plan to incorporate a few everyday posts in this blog as well, that way I don’t need to hold onto my other blog. I’m just tired of coming up with new material when really it could all go in one place.

Life, Kids and Camp
If you check out my other blog (and only if you want to) there are a couple of posts from a few weeks back detailing a camp experience my oldest kiddos had. They had a blast. The younger three leave in three weeks (last week of July). I’m getting excited for them. We also did a short stint at VBS and wound up finding a new church through that. It was wonderful, and finally we feel “at home” in a church again.
On another kid related note, are you ready? School starts again a week from tomorrow. What? Yes. You heard that right. My two youngest are on a year-round school calendar and they resume school on the 17th. Am I ready? NO! I absolutely hate year-round school and feel strongly that our kids are robbed of the normal childhood summer that I remember. I hate it. They are however getting a reprieve because we are pulling them out to go to camp the last week of July. Why should they suffer because our dumb schools have a different agenda. The other three resume school the middle of August. *sigh*
Summer’s almost over for us.

Anyway, I promise to try to get back here a lot more often. I have projects, pages and cards to share and well, actually I just miss you guys. :D

I Am From

I accidentally stumbled across a post on The Happy Husband, that seriously called my name. The project is based on a beautiful, memory-filled poem called Where I’m From by George Ella Lyons about her childhood. A group of bloggers got together and wrote essay style poems in the same fashion as the poem. Never one to turn up my nose at a writing assignment, I decided to take on the challenge. Hey! I’m a scrapbooker after all, and it will fit beautifully within the depths of my All About Me album. I’m a sentimental fool anyway.

So here it is, in all it’s glory. It started out slow, and then it arose from the thunder…

I am From…

I am from adoption, from Texas, from birth and then from the city of St. Louis. I am from a Gift from God.
I am from an airline pilot for Eastern airlines and a photographer. I am from a tennis player, a jokester, a bible study attendee, an artist. I am from a family.
I am from a childhood home that lasted until I was 18, from white pillars and brick, from weeping willows to creeks.
I am from teddy bears and bigger than life Raggedy Anne’s and Andy’s, in the confines of a pink floral room.
I am from blue Schwinn bikes, sprinklers and plunging deep into a world of water.

I am from chocolate sheet cake and rum rolls, I am from horribly cooked ‘Gourmet Dinners’ in which I really wish I wasn’t from. I am from “no additives” and “no preservatives” and I am from no Twinkies or Ding Dongs. I am from a world of longing.
I am from yellow tile floors, orange carpets and ugly wall-paper. I am from a world that has changed so much since then.

I am from new boxes of crayons and coloring books, paints and stickers. I am from diaries and journals that are filled with private thoughts. And eventually I am from a new computer era, and from a Radio Shack TSR-80.
I am from Care Bears and Smurfs, from Strawberry Shortcake and Holly Hobby. I am from a world where Barbie dominated a large portion of time.

I am from the creek behind our house, from the cool summer grass beneath my barefeet, from willows and vines that hung low enough to swing. I am from a world where outdoors was the only place I wanted to be and where it is safe to roam.

I am from slumber parties, to hiding friends in the car so we could remain together. I am from skating parties to dress up parties, to fake weddings and real funerals for lost pets, bugs and reptiles.

I am from a broken heart when that first guy decided he didn’t want to be together. I am from first love, first kisses and first dates. I am from true friends and memories that last a lifetime.

I am from ear aches and stomaches, and seeking out care. I am from unspoken love and priviledge that left me wishing I was from somewhere else. I was from somewhere else originally.

I am from fuzzy white and spiky haired orange guinea pigs. I am from a diabetic cat. I am from 3 Old English Sheepdogs, my protectors, my playmates, my friends. And later I am from 4 Newfoundlands and 1 Australian Shepherd, that were more than just for show. I am from cuddling and playtime. I am from the president of a Newfoundland rescue group and family vacations that consisted of dog shows only.

I am from a Catholic home. I am from God. I am from a Christian lifestyle, largely adapted from childhood, from one that has been modified to fit my family. I am from reading the bible, to going to church, perhaps not regularly, but often enough. I am from a world where our God loves me, and I am a child of God.

I am from hope, from praise, from devotion. I am from song and prayer. I am from lifting my voice to call out His name. I am from life changing events, from tragedy, sorrow and pain. I am from happiness and joy.

I am from changing. I am from learning to live. I am from past mistakes that have shaped me, pushed me in the right direction. I am from needing the direction of God. I am from a place that being human is acceptible and quite frankly demanded. I am from God. I am always from God.

— Well, that’s it folks. I have thought about going back and editing it. Changing it up a bit. But I kinda like how scattered it is. How it hints at certain things while being ‘in your face’ about others. I don’t want to change the original. I might go back and try a more “adult” I am from. I sorta left off somewhere around age 18. So that’s where I’m from. Where are you from?

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